Never get enough,
The face skin of hot water washing will be flagging
10:01 AM, 13/2/2009
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Be careful! The face skin of hot water washing will be flagging Only
we can blindly either while changing, below small to arrange, put in order appear 10 most apt skin care method that make a mistake, see
whether you neglected too at ordinary times!
Be careful! The face skin of hot water washing will be flagging
Trap one: Like, construct, with heavy make-up, think to looks heavy features will seem spirit
A lot of beauties have habit of heavy make-up of melting, especially the makeup of the eye in winter, can't be few every day. For let oneself spirit,
copy eyebrow dense and also thick, strengthen, add upper and lower eyes line thick too.
Sequela: Run counter to desire often so in fact, seem devils, reach, let you " spirit " Result. The correct method is to let one's own eyebrow be tried
hard to keep naturally, and suitable one's own individual character; In order to let eyes look that there is spirit even more, can " process " the line
of upper eyes appropriately .
Trap two: In order to save trouble, use the lipstick of a kind of color
Many beauties do not like wiping the lipstick in winter very much, only use the lipstick of a kind of color at most. Think, carry convenient like this,
too easy, a main one not to want to touch it certainly.
Sequela: The lips are very easy in winter " Overshadowed " ! And winter generally all like wearing the dark clothes, will seem more oppressive,
will then use one's head on the color of the lipstick more soon: Prepare several more lipsticks, make it consert with dress, surrounding
environment,
Be careful! The face skin of hot water washing will be flagging
Trap three: Concentrate the blusher on the cheek position, let oneself be delicate and shy and moving
In order to let the complexion be healthier, the blusher is a lot naturally. Concentrate the blusher on the cheek position, will let others notice
one's own delicate and shy and moving look quickly.
Sequela: Concentrate the blusher on the cheek position, will stress the cheekbone excessively, thus give somebody a stiff and mechanical feeling.
Brush, loop to temple from cheekbone gently with blush, through faint dye, it will be very natural.
Trap four: In order to let eyes be more pleasant, upper and lower eyelashes use the mascara
Although it is getting cold let oneself be full of vigor a bit! Big beautiful eyes always transmit the enthusiasm of one's own heart, so will not forget
to use mascara upper and lower eyelashes at the time of each makeup.
Sequela: On the bottom the eyelashes use the mascara, will let oneself become " panda's eyes " because of carelessness Oh! In upper eyelashes
right Dangtu some eyelashes liquid or mascara, can get up, get bright eyes good at result that look at in fact.
Trap five: With some brand perfume that others felt all right
Friend said the perfume result of some brand which she had used was still good, pondering what brand of perfume oneself bought. Save trouble
more by now, go to buy a bottle of that kind of perfume that she used.
Sequela: The perfume best embodies the identity and cosmetics of one of a moral standing because everybody because physiological structures
are different,
others say.
anyway you have looked too
8:45 AM, 31/12/2008
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"Sister in law, anyway you have looked too, the brother is not afraid of your joke either. The man, nobody plays, when young! You, do not understand. Can't think man very good, don't speak man too getting bad either, man this good or bad to have woman that him love only experience darkest after all, frankly speaking, even a man is evil to the people of the whole world, then he is certain to be good to that woman which he loves. Understand? " What meaning is this? Why can not I understand he is good or evil? Am not I the woman that he loves?
I remember indistinctly the colleague sends me home, perhaps I really drink too much, seem to remember what, seem again to forget what. The idea like Zhang BaoJun too that will husband? Are friends around him all like this?
I know the woman that he does not like getting drunk, but my every posture is the appearance of getting drunk in the night, want to conceal concealing.
The husband signs long, throw me on the bed, has gone to play with the computer again. No matter how I call his name, he no longer shows interest in.
"Husband, husband, let's go to bed earlier! " I climb up with great difficulty, only wear the underwear. Embrace him from the back through wine strength.
"You sleep first. " He is patient, " obedient. "
"Husband, we have been for a long time Have not had for a long time Together "
"Oh? Yes? Then what does it have to do with? " He is dealing with me absent-mindedly, is staring at the screen with the utmost concentration.
I have turned off the computer power.
"What are you going to do! Don't do mischief for me! Go! Sleep on your feeling! " He has given me a push rudely, I nearly fall down staggering. But he has started the machine without looking.
The paradise is guilty ' 21)
Such a situation, has not presented for the first time.
While beginning most, I still criticize him joking, it was the computer that was married, but not I. He says he is doing proper business, smile at me " and the computer fight for the affections of a man or woman " .
It is far of course.
--What proper business chat Yes? Those net friends Is it like that woman of Zhang BaoJun's? My husband, will turn into a treasure army?
That kind of bright splendor, become melancholy and widowed and joyous while already losing in the face of me on his face. He is a perceptual person, those are too beautiful, too ideal realm is his pursuit of a lifetime, his pride and conceited capital depended on for existence by him, unload these, undoubtedly equivalent to announce his dying.
He does not think I can understand the poem that he has written, so, only according to this point, I can't come into his inner world. But he, how can to realize my thought? Get married, just discover, both sides have been actually very strange all the time. What a terrible thing this is!
Silent life, hide crisis in being calm, and marriage of us by dull to become cold in the hidden danger. He sit in front of computer beating keyboarding every will it be every night night so, and I observe the vacant room alone every every night night, except one pillow that soak, have a little more, can let me get warm while being attentive, rolling up a lonely woman on an easy and gentle bed. Where has that man who has given me limitless sense of safety gone? Where have that spacious arms gone? He is very repugnant at this time someone appears by him, and I am actually displeased bothering him, I know he keyboard of hand to make other or in writing just?
I am a normal woman, my still fragrant and sweet abundant pool of health, my skin is still bright and clean and limpid, I need touch of him and occupy, I wish eagerly close contact, let fragrant boudoir deeply attached to each other to blow romance like drunk interest of sex. The sexual love between couple still needs to be left unlocked or unbolted, do not know how to ask? Have I already lost a woman to man's most basic attraction?
I can not lie again. Take off all underwear, the naked body puts on the nightdress that he likes, has not done up the buttons on purpose. It is fragrant to take the moist body, push the door of the study open meticulously.
The scene at the moment is stupefied by me.
The paradise is guilty
8:36 AM, 31/12/2008
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Husband look through, appear it come at this time, on purpose for me to see? Has written with several months ago on " your birthday " of a secondary rainbow the higher primary school, and my birthday a few days before, unexpectedly the husband has forgotten!
The first crisis of the marriage has appeared.
Perhaps this crisis has existed for a long time, just I have never perceived.
Even quarrelled at the most fierce time with him in the past, there is not so panic and helpless a feeling. Most terrible, the ones that in not because the behaviored overstepped the limit, but spiritual betrayal! He, or love the secondary rainbow of higher primary school so deeply? Why did that marry me? , just let him feel the family constrained in order to leave? Want to the more terrible feel, I seem to see the husband walks farther and farther, have one day, he will go out of my sight
Suddenly thought, this period of time after marriage, were negligent of the communication with the husband very much. He is a person liking pouring out and listening attentively to, but I can't cooperate with him perfectly. I hate not having too high literature training oneself, unable in the life of the fuel,rice,oil and salt and basic daily necessities, find the common language whenever and wherever possible.
Not only psychologically, but also include the human body. We, have not made love already. But we are all the young people more than 20 years old, have been just married for one year
Before getting married, I have been very obtuse all the time to the men and women thing. I am always very traditional, the thought is guarded, always arm oneself in front of the man rigorously like hedgehog, protect oneself. Unless I to like, like the man very much very much, can have a bit of human bodies keep in touch with it.
When in college, almost all the sisters have talked about the love in the bedroom. Some will even not often go home all night, the simple movements like this are as light at will like the thing that holding several picture books in the hand in the campus to embrace and kiss. But we seldom collect together the head and share and probe into these rather private and dense topics together, everybody experiences these to conceal bottom of the earth's core, will only lie in the quilt sending out happy tittering, especially the woman. So I on sexual love, seem if wood stay melon.
In several months of our love, he has thought of more than once with the relation happens to him. He says, in love can pass through separation in space-time, makes love but can not bear the delay of time. When the love is going on, it is the coincidence needing blending of the body to improve soul, the sex and love are integrative, just as when we love a person, always want to have he (she) . It makes love to be indulging in sensual pleasures with Xuan letting out simple, make with one silent body language soul direct love most realm more, that kind of feeling should be joyful.
His statement is had no way of disputing by me.
I think the people in love are unable to keep out the enticement of that kind of feeling, we are the same. In his home before this, though has done such mental preparation for oneself, can finger in he slip skin of me, I baffled terrified and afraid, the woman wants to go through such a moment sooner or later. I at that time probably collected the contradiction of all one's life at this moment, I did not want to evade and refuse, afraid again that will be disappointed and regretting. It is a blessing he soft to whisper, let me far away from pain temporarily, and movement that he do in an expert way let I while hesitating, limitless aspiration again, from a internal one being deeply worried gentle a touching one tease sowing in him with call, attack like the violent storm, struggling finally turns into a kind of real need. When we gather around together nakedly, I am willing to do anything for him, in fact he really lets me taste and make that kind of pain of the woman's, but I love him, in the expression that I see he is a face with satisfactory, as to me, even if pain, is happy pain. Say no matter man or woman hope to prove one's own purity with holy and pure cost in the subconscious frankly and sincerely. When I pass this kind of verification, he says to me, I will live with you well in all solemnity, all responsibility that should afford a husband to the limit. At that moment, my canthus had tears to drip and fall indistinctly, he had not seen.
--We had once had very beautiful and very pure sexual love too.
But all these have disappeared. What time, what reason it is on earth, let my marriage be incomplete?
Is not it enough to take the initiative for me? Is it I that am puzzled by conditions and customs? , has he already been tired of my health so?
The paradise is guilty '
Chapter 19 Happy life (2) of the evil spirit Bei Bei
4:18 AM, 6/11/2008
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Chapter 19 Happy life (2) of the evil spirit Bei Bei
Wang Fei's song comes at a distance:
Sometimes sometimes
Would rather choose yearning not to go all out
Too much trials and hardship have already been seen through
Who will choose to accompany me to see and do little by little without a break
Bei Bei and Su Yang's emotion intensify sharply, I am glad sincerely to get married and lay out the schedule. Sometimes we four will go to the field to go for a drive, fish, or roast, just as day got back to ten years ago, young so simply.
Cheng Xiao at the time of fishing one look back on, let me think of little soldier, expect we first to know each other, then is entangled with the line of fish on my hair, and is entangled with the emotion in my bottom of heart.
The affair is over and the situation has changed, pain and sentiment on can a little also unexpectedly in the heart.
Can't think, will think once wanting that there are crime senses.
Hey hey, hate marrying? Do the girl's you explain honestly, present the son with respect and get married too really quickly enough? I tease Bei Bei.
Hey, I say the ice is blue, what do you pretend in the head on whole day in a horrible mess? I still really begin to be anxious and desolate to succeed, why does a motherland ridgepole and beam well of people leaves you in the hand, have destroyed! Bei Bei regrets to shake the head incomparably.
Hey hey, is the emperor's worried eunuch worried? It is not really that I say, that child needs my culture.
I pah! Impudent.
Shut up, these of yours receive the love innocently moistly, complexion is very good, white touched with red.
Eh, mainly, great treasure, see you everyday!
We two are laughing and joking, write happily on the face, walking will attract one bunches of sight everywhere, we are evil spirits beautiful, evil spirits beautiful waiting to marry.
The wedding of Bei Bei is selected the partials " my beloved wife " on May 27, it is said .
Look at your little prospects, what besides also clicking to bill and coo? Want me to select it in 518, " I want to send " ,There is good omen more, the shoe-shaped gold ingot fell down in the sky that day if maybe got married. I help Bei Bei to write the invitation card while teasing.
Unless hey, on the next year when it must wait for when then, it is have on the spring next year not to it is said,back after,widow the annual, it is have only on the the year after next not to it seems, you house desolate to become, afford to return.
Like you, love find time, discuss, head direct for theme, give oneself hang pieces of legal brand of sexual intercourse yet, it is not implicit at all.
Ha, do you have mouths to talk about me? You say you speak now really sicker and sicker.
Eh, disgusting? Feel sick?
An invitation card of Bei Bei flies nonstop to my head.
I see the above, Mr. Wang Jun. Eh eh, this person is rather complicated, one will be raised soon.
Bei Bei smile, ice blue, how lovelily you getting happy to know you.
There are still so many things in a mess to be prepared for the wedding, fortunately Su Yang's home is just in this city, what relatives and friends helped is quite a few. Fix the wedding gauze kerchief and arrange the feast, people are all thin.
Wedding gauze kerchief store, Bei Bei American as pieces of angel, I see dull nearly, each woman a such one so moving always. I am a little eager to have a try too.
Lively and outstanding wedding, European Western-style food cocktail party, bride beautiful, happy bridegroom, the guest who has one's heart filled with the blessing, the exquisite pastry of all kinds, the blue sky, white cloud, flower, balloon, white wedding gauze kerchief, smiling face of innocent child, I am the same as Bei Bei, the heart is full of happiness. See bridegrooms cutting cakes shaking hands with bride, is looking at their happy kissing, my tears have fallen down. Look for a corner, let one's own heart be calm gradually.
" Chrees" ,A cup of cocktail is from passing behind, I wipe the lower tears quickly, take over the wineglass and cover up one's own forgetting oneself.
They are very happy, Xiao Cheng.
Yes, very happy. You seem very happy too.
My blood is solidified in the twinkling of an eye, no, this is impossible.
The small soldier's voice, even if turn a gray sound that I can tell, from coming at one's side so vividly.
The little soldier has turned into my body, tall and big and durable figure, I felt the invisible pressure immediately. Unable to describe the mood at that time, excited, glad, angry, all mixed together, having adjusted mood, I raise one's head, see this parting the once loved man that still can't nowadays forget of five years with the sight that is provoked, still then spirit, so proud and aloof, let people's distressed expression in one's eyes see that go in my bottom of heart.
Yes, I am very happy.
He smiled, is still that look of talking in professional jargon, you changed a fowling piece for a big gun at last.
I smile too, yes, I am very satisfied.
Oh, can find out pleasant sensation from your smile.
A little angry, from grow, happen, hate purpose come at heart, so many years, the small soldier is still like that, should humiliate me ceaselessly, but I still say smilingly, yes, he is younger than you.
Everybody is not mixed in vain in the on-the-job field in so much years. The small soldier says, your charming prince has come, but it seems that he is younger than you, you learn the old ox how to eat the browse too.
My heart has pulled tight, smile, in so many years, you are so boring. I am sorry, please excuse me.
Just a moment, little soldier catch I, sight fall my collarband, from there, that my ornamental engraving not all the time willing to to abandon silver has revealed out should give up improperlying.
Small soldier flash one silk difficult tenderness that perceive in the eyes, face but the proud smile emerges.
I tackle all problems at once that ring, throw away to the distant place, turn round to move towards succeeding desolately, feel one's own hands should nearly pinch the wineglass and break to pieces. This person, this will speak the person that murder cries for vengeance of me sarcastically whenever and wherever possible, expel person that does not go in the brain in me this five year, how does it give to me at Bei wedding of Bei today embarrassed, with the little soldier's war, seem unable to be over forever. Bride and bridegroom have come over in one's face too, shocked bride of radiant with happiness bridegroom and whole face. Bei Bei stay there, I know she has seen the light soldier behind me.
Wang Fei's song comes at a distance:
Sometimes sometimes
Would rather choose yearning not to go all out
Too much trials and hardship have already been seen through
Who will choose to accompany me to see and do little by little without a break
Bei Bei and Su Yang's emotion intensify sharply, I am glad sincerely to get married and lay out the schedule. Sometimes we four will go to the field to go for a drive, fish, or roast, just as day got back to ten years ago, young so simply.
Cheng Xiao at the time of fishing one look back on, let me think of little soldier, expect we first to know each other, then is entangled with the line of fish on my hair, and is entangled with the emotion in my bottom of heart.
The affair is over and the situation has changed, pain and sentiment on can a little also unexpectedly in the heart.
Can't think, will think once wanting that there are crime senses.
Hey hey, hate marrying? Do the girl's you explain honestly, present the son with respect and get married too really quickly enough? I tease Bei Bei.
Hey, I say the ice is blue, what do you pretend in the head on whole day in a horrible mess? I still really begin to be anxious and desolate to succeed, why does a motherland ridgepole and beam well of people leaves you in the hand, have destroyed! Bei Bei regrets to shake the head incomparably.
Hey hey, is the emperor's worried eunuch worried? It is not really that I say, that child needs my culture.
I pah! Impudent.
Shut up, these of yours receive the love innocently moistly, complexion is very good, white touched with red.
Eh, mainly, great treasure, see you everyday!
We two are laughing and joking, write happily on the face, walking will attract one bunches of sight everywhere, we are evil spirits beautiful, evil spirits beautiful waiting to marry.
The wedding of Bei Bei is selected the partials " my beloved wife " on May 27, it is said .
Look at your little prospects, what besides also clicking to bill and coo? Want me to select it in 518, " I want to send " ,There is good omen more, the shoe-shaped gold ingot fell down in the sky that day if maybe got married. I help Bei Bei to write the invitation card while teasing.
Unless hey, on the next year when it must wait for when then, it is have on the spring next year not to it is said,back after,widow the annual, it is have only on the the year after next not to it seems, you house desolate to become, afford to return.
Like you, love find time, discuss, head direct for theme, give oneself hang pieces of legal brand of sexual intercourse yet, it is not implicit at all.
Ha, do you have mouths to talk about me? You say you speak now really sicker and sicker.
Eh, disgusting? Feel sick?
An invitation card of Bei Bei flies nonstop to my head.
I see the above, Mr. Wang Jun. Eh eh, this person is rather complicated, one will be raised soon.
Bei Bei smile, ice blue, how lovelily you getting happy to know you.
There are still so many things in a mess to be prepared for the wedding, fortunately Su Yang's home is just in this city, what relatives and friends helped is quite a few. Fix the wedding gauze kerchief and arrange the feast, people are all thin.
Wedding gauze kerchief store, Bei Bei American as pieces of angel, I see dull nearly, each woman a such one so moving always. I am a little eager to have a try too.
Lively and outstanding wedding, European Western-style food cocktail party, bride beautiful, happy bridegroom, the guest who has one's heart filled with the blessing, the exquisite pastry of all kinds, the blue sky, white cloud, flower, balloon, white wedding gauze kerchief, smiling face of innocent child, I am the same as Bei Bei, the heart is full of happiness. See bridegrooms cutting cakes shaking hands with bride, is looking at their happy kissing, my tears have fallen down. Look for a corner, let one's own heart be calm gradually.
" Chrees" ,A cup of cocktail is from passing behind, I wipe the lower tears quickly, take over the wineglass and cover up one's own forgetting oneself.
They are very happy, Xiao Cheng.
Yes, very happy. You seem very happy too.
My blood is solidified in the twinkling of an eye, no, this is impossible.
The small soldier's voice, even if turn a gray sound that I can tell, from coming at one's side so vividly.
The little soldier has turned into my body, tall and big and durable figure, I felt the invisible pressure immediately. Unable to describe the mood at that time, excited, glad, angry, all mixed together, having adjusted mood, I raise one's head, see this parting the once loved man that still can't nowadays forget of five years with the sight that is provoked, still then spirit, so proud and aloof, let people's distressed expression in one's eyes see that go in my bottom of heart.
Yes, I am very happy.
He smiled, is still that look of talking in professional jargon, you changed a fowling piece for a big gun at last.
I smile too, yes, I am very satisfied.
Oh, can find out pleasant sensation from your smile.
A little angry, from grow, happen, hate purpose come at heart, so many years, the small soldier is still like that, should humiliate me ceaselessly, but I still say smilingly, yes, he is younger than you.
Everybody is not mixed in vain in the on-the-job field in so much years. The small soldier says, your charming prince has come, but it seems that he is younger than you, you learn the old ox how to eat the browse too.
My heart has pulled tight, smile, in so many years, you are so boring. I am sorry, please excuse me.
Just a moment, little soldier catch I, sight fall my collarband, from there, that my ornamental engraving not all the time willing to to abandon silver has revealed out should give up improperlying.
Small soldier flash one silk difficult tenderness that perceive in the eyes, face but the proud smile emerges.
I tackle all problems at once that ring, throw away to the distant place, turn round to move towards succeeding desolately, feel one's own hands should nearly pinch the wineglass and break to pieces. This person, this will speak the person that murder cries for vengeance of me sarcastically whenever and wherever possible, expel person that does not go in the brain in me this five year, how does it give to me at Bei wedding of Bei today embarrassed, with the little soldier's war, seem unable to be over forever. Bride and bridegroom have come over in one's face too, shocked bride of radiant with happiness bridegroom and whole face. Bei Bei stay there, I know she has seen the light soldier behind me.
Chapter 18 Meet again in surprise (3)
4:18 AM, 6/11/2008
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Chapter 18 Meet again in surprise (3) My work is very smooth too, the company has received a big form of U.S.A. M enterprises in China of group company, our company is omni-directional popularization plans of new product design in M Company. Has worked for several days and nights day and night, under the efforts of planning department staff, drew up the scheme at last. I am responsible for the manuscript of the scheme and design of gentle case of advertisement as the gentle case.
The company pays attention to this VIP customer very much, those days before being will be held to introduce the demonstration of the products spreading scheme and advertising design plan to M Company, in full preparation one by one, work extra shifts or extra hours. While demonstrating that will hold, I unfold for the first time on so many days, doze off on the desk. The advertising agency of 4A grade, demonstrate, will use my small such soldier charge and shatter enemy positions certainly, I can be regarded as and report to the leadship after accomplish it at last, could steal lazily.
Someone strikes my desk.
Creative director's aslant face lies prone in front of my desk, see a burst of goose pimples of mine. Leave, meeting room go.
What for? Treat people as the mule to enable, having a rest will catch.
Don't make nonsense, will the customer discuss with the gentle case?
Ah? Discuss with me? What connections is the other side?
President of Chinese district and market director.
Oh, the pressure is not small, where is in trouble?
Come into the door having a guilty conscience, the boss introduces, this is that our gentle case ice is blue.
A sight has been penetrated over, very sharp, I go back to look at instinctively, gaping, the other side is transfixed in the twinkling of an eye too, but will change the look soon, will prove to be the person on the field of business, different.
This person, familiar with, it is a little more durable to be tall and big again, the skin presents the bronze-colored gloss, the expression in one's eyes is sharp, though is unable to find out like children from it again limpid, I still recognize him, Su Yang.
Some places of the gentle case need to carry on certain adjustment according to market orientation, whole during the meeting, heart of me know in where does it fly, Yang Su, Yang Su, I nearly want to be so excited as to gasp for breath.
Su Yang is very calm, but I can find out his heart is happy.
Finish the meeting at last, Yang Su change meeting-place serious, draw I say the ice was blue! How could be you? How are you here?
I draw male genital Su afford to exert all one's effort. I am very glad, I am very happy, I know I will see you, God widened the view at last.
The boss has seen us smiling, I know he eats the next something capable of setting one's mind at ease.
In the coffee shop, I am staring at Su Yang tightly.
You have changed, steady with the experience and tempering to make having a kind of one that can not say, the expression in one's eyes is very sharp, you know, first you let me play piece cold and quiver in the I soon just now.
Haha, yes? Overstate? It seems I have not practised in vain.
But warm and limpid in your expression in one's eyes of the school originally.
Oh, it is a person of 30 really, how can be always so childish. But the ice is blue, you can not change enough, so young and beautiful.
You no time learn ways to do things, false? But I want to say that thanks to praise dripping.
Do you live OKly these years?
I, not bad, several failed loves, has not got married yet, the eyes have been regarded as the old woman of old aunt. And you?
I? Been studying abroad hard all the time, has got MBA of Harvard, work in M Company for a few years, M Company business expands to China, is sent to come back home to manage this lot.
Then, you, have children?
Where to have, even wife has no time to look for.
I have smiled again.
Do not you want to ask what I am?
Low following that Su is open. Is she still OK?
Do you still mind her?
She has been in my heart all the time, I do not know why she wanted to leave me so firmly that year.
Have not you looked for her these years?
Su Yang smiles, shakes the head helplessly, I do not know what should be said, except distance, the ones that have her are firm, in the emotion, I am not a strong person.
Why well, let me tell you. In the past, have two little girl, they very on good terms, elder sister everything can humour younger sister, they want to eat keeping good food, the interesting one will be played together, everything of them modestly decline each other, including the planned number of the student recommended for immediate admission at time of the high school. Later, they entered the same university, fell in love with the same boy. You should know the thing later more on.
Su Yang is looking at me, how is she now?
Go to look for her, she has never had a love again.
Xiao Cheng, guess who I have seen, you will certainly can't believe, how is this world can be so small.
Xiao Cheng has me in one's arms. Who? Let the pig be so happy.
Have not told you, Xiao Cheng has already raised me like the only healthy fat pig. Day of me live very happy, can rise one silk silk sentimental once in a while. But I believe, if there is a person who is worth believing in this world, that must be Xiao Cheng.
It is Su Yang, that old lover forgotten all the time by Bei Bei.
Su Yang pats on my head, you how to speak, the spring snow can let you talk about a popular literature and art too.
You do not know how glad I am. I dance for joy.
I know, just as I am glad catching you in the bar.
No, even gladder than you. Unless it is the getting more happy in I extremely, the happy extremely in Bei for Bei in I,if,etc. for male genital Su, if Bei Bei, this lifetime, is unhappy, I can not be happy either.
But, do you know? In an instant when I saw you in the bar, I say to oneself, I can't let this woman go out of my life again. You do not know without those two years of your news I have many agony, how annoyed.
Chapter 18 Meet again in surprise (1)
4:17 AM, 6/11/2008
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Chapter 18 Meet again in surprise (1) Come into the door having a guilty conscience, the boss introduces, this is that our gentle case ice is blue.
A sight has been penetrated over, very sharp, I go back to look at instinctively, gaping, the other side is transfixed in the twinkling of an eye too, but will change the look soon, will prove to be the person on the field of business, different.
I have looked for a new job, have begun new life. Accepted theory Xiao after I leave, Bei Bei phone a lot of to inquire whether to know my whereabouts for him, my nose begins the acid to stand up, for a long time, no thing can move me, it is this girl, as soon as remember her, want to shed tears.
Phone Bei Bei, let like she there picture go mad in telephone.
The ice is blue! Ah! The ice is blue! You came back at last, you came back at last! A dead girl of yours, where run? A conscienceless one of yours, conscience has been all eaten by the dog, why have not you died outside? Let me save worry too.
Don't make as my mother, report situation as soon as possible, person who angle tortoise son-in-law?
Hey hey.
Don't laugh foolishly. No? You are still one ruffian.
What, speak so unpleasantly?
Oh, have not talked about your spinster.
Ha, ha, Ha Ha Ha, experienced, competent on you?
That is still really, shall I teach you?
It is all right, set an example by personally taking part.
Ah, OK, afraid you do not promise, I dreamt with you yet a few days ago hey making a din.
Ah, you pieces of dead girl, where does it disappear these things in a mess studied a few days?
Hey hey, the person does not wait to regard with special esteem on the third.
And you? And you? Where do these run in two years? Now yes where? Is there satisfactory man? Bei Bei wants without a break to finish asking all questions.
I am becoming here desolately.
OK, you wait for me, I will pass by tomorrow.
Bei Bei than before a little bit plump, good complexion very, forehead have one silk a difficult to perceive one lonely, than fill woman taste more and more several years ago.
See me, her disappointing tears well up.
The ice dies blue!
What, cry once meeting, sweep people's good omen.
Bei Bei is split over hand, hit so that I am very painful, call while releasing, kill a conscienceless one of yours.
Ah, really hit you return, vicious, very vicious, no wonder can't marry.
Ha, chase people none of camp of Miss this have one connect with too, want, marry, divide, can marry minute, you return it to surging me, it is of no use!
We two begin again to be garrulous, Xiao Cheng sees us laughing foolishly.
Ha, is this Xiao Cheng? Bei Bei make Xiao Cheng,as mother-in-law think son-in-law for piece all over. Right, right, handsome, the teenager has. The ice is blue, you still really have eyesight.
My aslant eyes Ni Bei Bei, what is talked about, you?
Hey hey, how do you two mix it to coming together?
How is it so unpleasant to speak? I give Bei Bei a kick.
Xiao Cheng goes to cook for us.
You taste coke that he made chicken's wing for a moment, extremely fragrant.
No wonder raise you full of joyly.
I speak you this can not still really spit in the mouth out the ivory.
You can spit to spit one to see for me.
The girl, does not beat enough.
Bei it is desolate to become one dish that toss about specially for Bei to take, clicking the tongue sound constant. Tell the truth, except that my mother does, I have not also really eaten such a fragrant thing.
Does the auntie have still OK body?
Not bad, but a little fat, sometimes heart load is too great.
Should pay attention to.
Yes.
Have a meal, Bei Bei and Xiao Cheng strive to wash the bowl, I readily take the opportunity to watch the scene of bustle.
Bei Bei, when to become so conscientious?
The more important thing is you to be too conscientious, Cheng Xiao, you can give, used to, go out of order, come on her, you are miserable if can't marry later.
Xiao Cheng smiles stupidly. Carry the bowl into the kitchen.
This fellow is still very foolish.
Yes, a good person, rare good man.
Hello, you have good eyes, the size is eaten openly.
What is talked about, you?
Hey hey, it is still pure relations of men and women that don't tell me that you two cohabit.
I do not bother to speak to you, do you think it is so shameless that all of us follow you?
All right, don't frame me, one virgin unmarried young woman anyhow, let you frame more one cannot say for sure can marry, I do not have your good fortune.
Bei Bei, have you never had a love?
Bei Bei shake the head. Want, I try too, but not all right, really out of condition.
Feel that can train.
Bei Bei has signed. Then you train me with him first, she has exerted and pouted one's lips as a signal towards the kitchen.
I have signed too, it is always easier to talk about others.
And you? Where to go these years? Really what has happened?
I do not know how to talk about these befuddled life of two years, have signed gently.
The ice is blue, that married man or leaving you is right?
Why do not you say you or leave that married man?
I have understood you very much, your perseverance to the love.
Tears have flowed, I do not know Bei Bei really understands me, or I am no longer that the ice in the past was blue.
Man always such, I have said, you can not afford to play with, you never listen to me. Bei Bei was said, you have really made me extremely angry.
Chapter 17 The marriage and love (2)
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Chapter 17 The marriage and love (2) But I thought I have gone against marriage theorists more and more like one.
In fact the marriage is very good, it is a family, you are a master of the family, non- OK?
I am my own host! Which where am I it is home. This is enough. I say resolute and decisively. Yes, where dare love of believing also I, where still can believe the love. I begin to envy Xiao Cheng from the bottom of heart, envy that perseverance to the love of his.
It look at you,Xiao Cheng the potato knives of handle put down,in the face of me, say very conscientiously, that is different, you can only decide you oneself, but you were a master of a family, your life meaning has been expanded. Someone cares about you, care about the other side like you. That is to say, until you belong to you not merely, when being your husband, child, meaning of life of you you alone, you think until feeling that need too very OK not merely?
But I think the marriage is to a kind of very inhuman chains of the human nature. Why is there this thing? Not in order to let two people live and legalize together, protected by law, legalize, two people can together, if there is no emotion too, even legalize, should separate. I think two people of emotion it collects to be human nature die out together obstinately. What is the marriage really ensured?
This is right too, I do not think the illegal going bankrupt of marriage China and French is the key, the feeling that the more important thing is and need each other. The marriage is only a form.
But need each other equally even if there is no marriage, so why not want that form
Because the marriage has already not merely included needing each other.
Involve and go several families more, not more terrible.
I think, the legal protection of the marriage to those persons really in love and liking together, do not mind to themselves. However, people are social animals, a pair of lovers not merely need mutual trust, need approval of the society too. Reason why most persons in love choose marriage that perhaps that's why. You do not say either, can not it be happy to receive the marriage of the blessing by oneself? In fact, acknowledging it is the factor with happy marriage too of family's other members.
I have signed, thus, the words not finding the person in love, it is correct not to get married.
Quite right, actually the marriage was prepared for person really in love.
But how many people know the one wholehearted and in love again? Not only like this, N many people know perfectly well and does not love but still get married. Still some people do not know the other side is not as good as loving like imagination oneself, there is a kind of false happiness that looks like. Such as a friend of mine, she marries a man loving her very much, it is very kind to her, but she does not love him. But she tells us she will never do the thing unfair to him. As a result, she has met a person that loves very much oneself, the agony gets to die. I do not understand, since know that does not love the other side, why marry? This world, you can't affirm obviously what kind of person you will meet tomorrow, if with you the person can lead heart to live in you, is not that an obvious tragedy?
So, want the person that you love of concern with long-term prudent sight and confirm she just considers the marriage after loving you. If she does not love that man before being married, I think it is herself's fault, can't regard marriage as and exchange for the happy chip. But once get married, that is responsibility. Everyone may meet a good serious person tomorrow. But one really hopes for the happy person of the family, will not allow one's own emotion to overstep the limit arbitrarily, pull the grass up by its roots before falling into into by oneself. After all, what the marriage is born the weight of is not merely true love, much heavier than the extramarital affair.
Do you say, people should be responsible for oneself, or should be responsible for others?
I think I want to be responsible for others. So, it must be prudent to do things, this thing of getting married should be especially prudent, you since chose to marry the other side at that time, but got whole life ready.
Actually, don't form if can't meet, formed and managed hard soon, made the family happy, then resist the external force, but if is diligent, the family is unable to be happy, then for everybody's happiness, say good-bye early.
Yes, concerned the thing all one's life after all, even divorced the next day, concern the happiness of one day too. So it gets married to be must prudent, confirm the other side people that you love and you love, could marry the other side even. The love is bigger than any other things in the marriage, must not choose to have no marriage of love for other things. Once get married, it is a new beginning in life, would never know to a lone man from then on. I think, have families of true love, if separate that result that must be force majeure, the tragedy caused that it can not be oneself to go wrong, I believe the true love.
In fact uncertain, two persons in love might not just have a good result, even if they get married, the more important thing is that there is a good suitable way to get along, get along, have deep emotion can train out very. Talked about this, I suddenly remembered the small soldier, had remembered our lost love.
Yes, may not necessarily get along while being in love, but the person in love will be very willing to find the method of getting along.
Who says, sometimes the love will let people lose reason.
That to have, find in love liking people that getting along.
But meet one each other in love to can discuss wedding people that theory marries still very difficult, so it is an outlet not to get married.
Who say, in love to like, get along together, can kind perhaps, love let people become blind selfish often. A lot of TV plays are very good evidences.
Look, let those TV plays be misled again?
Chapter 16 Live in other places (2)
4:16 AM, 6/11/2008
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Chapter 16 Live in other places (2)
I am looking at this girl, is she really ripe? Just imitate sedulously in a situation that not by the affairs of human life, but in any case, she is a lovely woman with opinion.
One day, it is asked me that the little goblin was very quiet, your real love?
I nod.
What the originally real love is not combined as imagination is simple. She says, the love makes people worried sometimes.
Yes, but everything will go over. The most precious one can not be got in life and already losing. Actually assumed once in life, so, no matter how to choose, who no matter choose, the results assumed will all regret, because get certainly following losing. No matter the man or woman, when discontended with actual life as him, will produce the motive force of pursuing the new born love, the love is a kind of faith, and a kind of strength too, it makes people happy, poor it is pursuing people happily in all one's life, who person who grants that no matter this is happy or the person who awards of faith is.
So, Just Enjoy This Moment. She has smiled.
Too many sufferings in life. The person who arranged goes very much on the in fact easy often emotional road not longed for. And go through too much to divide, divide, shut jointly, forever unable to get you people of true love and after the thing, perhaps there are not too many mental states that pursue the love with new new life. Memory is that one is locked doubly, while recalling the thing that can not be got, the ones that were locked are all the thing most beautiful, and when recalling the existing person or things around, that appear is often unhappy thing in the brain. It is not a very easy thing to be content with one's lot.
Don't say the thing so complicatedly, make great efforts to strive for, can't, change. The person deserving the love in this world is numerous.
But people often see and does not open.
This depends on that has practised Buddhism or Taoism. She smiles. I love various men, they are worth my loving, all kinds of advantages are worth appreciating. I am an insatiably avaricious fellow, unable to imagine the feeling of surrounding oneself under a man's eave. The love is a kind of magical thing, there is various tune, can spring various songs. The difference between a man and other man's love, just as listening to Beethoven's music and world difference of the general fork Buddhist nun's music, and the musical instrument which these different persons who play used is the woman. And I think a woman only makes a man in all one's life, it seems that it is the same to only ever listen to a composer's music.
You might as well say a woman only makes a man in all one's life, it seems that it is the same to compose melodies only in a note, more succinct and more vivid like this.
The ice is blue, you are a talent.
The little goblin socializes among numerous men, has got beautiful, praise, pursuing, it is the most important, it is the inspiration. The minor details that she has never asked me an emotion, but she says, the ice is blue, you are different from me, you have too many cracks and too fragile heart, you are in dire need of a generous man knowing how to treasure the woman and open a warm harbour for you.
However, the ice is blue, you remember, can't be very good to the man absolutely, after coming to like a man, even if you like he very much, want, stay with him very much, must create chance let him come, chase you can stick to, get on voluntarily absolutely too, lost one's own all of self-respect all, the man is so, the ones that got would never easily know that is treasured. But,absolutely can't the getting getting more finer too for him. Don't make him too disheartened to bother to chase you in a fury. The love must be an evenly matched contention, gain the initiative in principle, because in this contention, the passive one certainly will be injured.
Girl, age big, it says to be first, you. I pat her, although is reasonable, can fall into at the same time, should learn to treasure while enjoying others' love, do not go to treasure and corresponding words that reciprocated, there is no love that is eternal.
But get down to think about it, yes, the love is so apt to be out-of-balance. On the balance of the emotion, it certainly will be light that one end has value one ended. However, there can be love, that kind of pure emotion that likes in my life because of loving, but it always ruptures when being inappropriate like fracture, it can be recovered from a long time that it should be very long, perhaps it is unable to recover, always there is blunt and blunt pain that lies across there.
I am looking at this girl, is she really ripe? Just imitate sedulously in a situation that not by the affairs of human life, but in any case, she is a lovely woman with opinion.
One day, it is asked me that the little goblin was very quiet, your real love?
I nod.
What the originally real love is not combined as imagination is simple. She says, the love makes people worried sometimes.
Yes, but everything will go over. The most precious one can not be got in life and already losing. Actually assumed once in life, so, no matter how to choose, who no matter choose, the results assumed will all regret, because get certainly following losing. No matter the man or woman, when discontended with actual life as him, will produce the motive force of pursuing the new born love, the love is a kind of faith, and a kind of strength too, it makes people happy, poor it is pursuing people happily in all one's life, who person who grants that no matter this is happy or the person who awards of faith is.
So, Just Enjoy This Moment. She has smiled.
Too many sufferings in life. The person who arranged goes very much on the in fact easy often emotional road not longed for. And go through too much to divide, divide, shut jointly, forever unable to get you people of true love and after the thing, perhaps there are not too many mental states that pursue the love with new new life. Memory is that one is locked doubly, while recalling the thing that can not be got, the ones that were locked are all the thing most beautiful, and when recalling the existing person or things around, that appear is often unhappy thing in the brain. It is not a very easy thing to be content with one's lot.
Don't say the thing so complicatedly, make great efforts to strive for, can't, change. The person deserving the love in this world is numerous.
But people often see and does not open.
This depends on that has practised Buddhism or Taoism. She smiles. I love various men, they are worth my loving, all kinds of advantages are worth appreciating. I am an insatiably avaricious fellow, unable to imagine the feeling of surrounding oneself under a man's eave. The love is a kind of magical thing, there is various tune, can spring various songs. The difference between a man and other man's love, just as listening to Beethoven's music and world difference of the general fork Buddhist nun's music, and the musical instrument which these different persons who play used is the woman. And I think a woman only makes a man in all one's life, it seems that it is the same to only ever listen to a composer's music.
You might as well say a woman only makes a man in all one's life, it seems that it is the same to compose melodies only in a note, more succinct and more vivid like this.
The ice is blue, you are a talent.
The little goblin socializes among numerous men, has got beautiful, praise, pursuing, it is the most important, it is the inspiration. The minor details that she has never asked me an emotion, but she says, the ice is blue, you are different from me, you have too many cracks and too fragile heart, you are in dire need of a generous man knowing how to treasure the woman and open a warm harbour for you.
However, the ice is blue, you remember, can't be very good to the man absolutely, after coming to like a man, even if you like he very much, want, stay with him very much, must create chance let him come, chase you can stick to, get on voluntarily absolutely too, lost one's own all of self-respect all, the man is so, the ones that got would never easily know that is treasured. But,absolutely can't the getting getting more finer too for him. Don't make him too disheartened to bother to chase you in a fury. The love must be an evenly matched contention, gain the initiative in principle, because in this contention, the passive one certainly will be injured.
Girl, age big, it says to be first, you. I pat her, although is reasonable, can fall into at the same time, should learn to treasure while enjoying others' love, do not go to treasure and corresponding words that reciprocated, there is no love that is eternal.
But get down to think about it, yes, the love is so apt to be out-of-balance. On the balance of the emotion, it certainly will be light that one end has value one ended. However, there can be love, that kind of pure emotion that likes in my life because of loving, but it always ruptures when being inappropriate like fracture, it can be recovered from a long time that it should be very long, perhaps it is unable to recover, always there is blunt and blunt pain that lies across there.
Chapter 15 Destined to part
4:15 AM, 6/11/2008
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Chapter 15 Destined to part You are in my heart forever, in my spirit. Looking at me tall and erectly.
You are not Saudi, I am not that the wave bend over tiles.
I smile, to saying tall and erectly, in fact are you really? Do you say who else in the world can believe in this?
Tall and erect to look at I, say one, I feel little soldier deceive you, you have give chance that him explain just, why are not you forgotten?
You men will always shield men.
I light a cigarette again, look, the small soldier likes smoking camels, he always takes cigarettes like this, it is taken in the smog that like this to watch people.
I say, tall and erect, the little soldier is my favourite, you are a person who only entered into my inner world, it is that I am willing the person in all one's life hand in hand, it's a great pity, you can not all accompany the person who I went down. Perhaps people's life always misses in pursuing, this is fun of life, life that there is no regret is not perfect, correctly? Open the door of life and death lonelily for me.
The ice is blue, the happiness that you want, you are sure to be happy.
Not getting married without becoming the theory, silly swimming skills of people are like leaving the flower. If ask you kindness must be efficient, to the end if the square county magistrate is rough. Do you say, will I be happy? Can I be happy? The thing destined, can not escape, destiny really has too big energy, I can't contend.
You are in my heart forever, in my spirit. Looking at me tall and erectly.
You are not Saudi, I am not that the wave bend over tiles.
I leave again, has not said good-bye, does not have trace, I am only a transient guest hurriedly in this city, come because of arrival of the love, disappear because of disappearance of the love. Nobody knows who I am, nobody will care about too. After the several years, these I stay man that leave mention me, once among the life perhaps, only know gently " Oh" , not much else.
Chapter 14 The thistles and thorns (2) fully
4:14 AM, 6/11/2008
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Chapter 14 The thistles and thorns (2) fully Do I ask gently, small soldier is you?
Only hear a familiar sound being smiled at in one's ear: Oh, this obedient, disappear one year, strength long much.
Immediately, tears fall, come down, you come shame I with the method always, pig's head.
I begin to be manic, begin to shed tears, begin to smile, begin to pat the small soldier ceaselessly, tear his hair, at the beginning, cry bitterly. My miss, my love, he has come back, I know, we will not separate, it can't be. We have already imbedded it in the mutual body deeply, nothing can separate us, No.
We kiss and make love in the dark corner of the parking area, my miss, all of my passion, all is burst out. This piece can I all man that light easily, further stronger. I am nipping the small soldier desperately, touch his sweat from the clothes, I bite the lip which grips him ruthlessly very.
Fierce collision, the little soldier swells in the deepest place of my heart, gentle pain.
I shed tears ceaselessly, demand ceaselessly.
The small soldier has entered my pincers in rags in the door, has attacked like the fierce tiger.
I hate you, young soldier, I hate you.
I love you, water-melon, I love you. The little soldier is looking at me. I think, more so strongly aroused in interest for the first time.
We turn on the light, is caressing the other side under the bright light ceaselessly, we will dry up soon, sucking each other greedily.
When I came out wetly from the bathroom, the small soldier resumed the sour look.
Oh, you live a very moist life alone, everything has changed a fowling piece for a big gun.
Certainly, only man host, hope to change a fowling piece for a big gun too.
The little soldier tackles all problems at once, I, do you have any conscience? Ah? You know I am caring about you quietly every day, but see you socialize with different men all day long, do you know how I feel a pain? I'm afraid you walk outside at night dangerously, always follow you stealthily, but you will never look at later, I am very itching to love you a bit less, your cruel fellow.
I suddenly smiled, this battle, I won originally.
Haha, the person following me all day long is you, fortunately I have not turned round, or set up horses to play so that you died sonless.
The girl dies, the mouth is so discredited, see I have yours.
Little soldier according to in bed me, spank desperately, very painful, really very painful, but I have not cried, laughing happily.
We, get married.
I nod. Yes, I would like to marry the small soldier, I know, I love him very much, even pay everything, let our love have one and are converted to too.
The ice is blue, you must be crazy. Bei Bei is said. However, life of a person and a good fortune one, non- with him, where to go you may not be certain to be happy, let me bless you.
Lifetime, you this sentence is pleasant to the ear.
Your girl is very conscienceless.
The small soldier begins to go in for in a big wag, do shopping, fix the furniture, but I suddenly lost the interest, perhaps I really feared the marriage, perhaps I changed much too this more than half a year, I will not be one again to depend on others' little girl, cry the whole day, will not stoop to compromise simply either, even, become a little cold and detached to some things, has totally exceeded my imagination. Perhaps, I used to one live in not missing already, near happiness some meet very much instead too.
I still work overtime, catch the manuscript, stare flankly, the young soldier has changed a lot too this year, he is no longer so excited, can not control one's own mood, sometimes, I think, we even treat each other with respect a bit, it is not the child of the favourable tooth of those two efficacious teeth at swords' points again. My bottom of heart will even have thin sense of loss, I know, this can't be said to anyone, otherwise, everyone will think I am that one is abnormal.
The small soldier is busy, I am indifferent. Does the small soldier say, the water-melon, which day do we go to get the card?
I am looking at him, say indifferently, at will, please fix.
Then when will we go to shine the photograph of wedding gauze kerchief?
Please do at will.
Then do you think we will do the wedding?
Why is so Suo, isn't it that, please make a decision. I am impatient of, think some feel sorry in the twinkling of an eye. I pat the young soldier, you are my definite view, I listen to you.
I work overtime sometimes, to very late. After there are cars, I no longer meet and send off the small pawn. Coming back home, he was lying on the sofa, under the dim light, the look was lonely.
I go over, bow the lower part of the body. What's the matter, the pig's head? Where is uncomfortable?
He is looking at me silently, places hands on my chest.
Tell me, the ice is blue, am I still here?
Pain like I am seizing stand up. Small soldier, you have never left.
But, why do not I think I am here. The one breath that the small soldier has sighed, close eyes.
My heart begins to ache again.
Because my work should go to Shenzhen to go on business for a period of time, get the thing of the card and postpone a few days backward, when in Shenzhen, suddenly thought not to think when together to small and special in army miss, once separate, seem to lack anything, I think, the small soldier has already become an indispensable part in my life.
Make a phone call to him, pig's head, miss me?
He prevaricates there, all right, It's nothing I hang first, don't waste the telephone rate. Ha, the joke, when does the small soldier begins to make and save. I have the doubt, the informal backward stroke of the next day suddenly.
It is a clumsy film plot, I never thought, such clumsy plot will take place on one's own body. Door to push open bedroom, A three dress soil preparation get off from my bed pop-up, the beautiful stature is hit by a bullet from the close-fitting clothes out, the small soldier runs out from the bathroom, have only enclosed a bath towel, is looking at I, the not mattering of a face challenging.
Chapter 13 Hedgehog (6) that holds tightly
4:14 AM, 6/11/2008
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Chapter 13 Hedgehog (6) that holds tightly My stomach is very painful, Bei Bei, let me sleep.
I even hope, this don't wake up again once feeling, the day for the future, how to go to face?
I can not leave in the young army, why not leave in the small army, I begin to hate oneself.
In the dream, much blood, much blood, it is the blood that a child has one's body covered with, he says to me, mum, why you do not want me, why not need me? Why?
I begin to repeat this dream, and is amazed by to breathe heavily the dream.
The ice is blue, what dream is made again? The little soldier shakes me and wakes up, pour a cup of warm water to help get over a shock for me each time. Yes, the small soldier still shows loving care for me kindly, no matter how we quarrel, how it is unable to enter into mutual heart.
I think, I belong to sorry small army, I begin to have a guilty heart, begin to cherish compunction feelings to treat the small soldier kindly, and begin to put on an air of cheerfulness.
My heart is bleeding, it is not an easy thing to act in a play with life.
The thing begins to take a favorable turn, the work of the little soldier is fruitful too, we no longer often quarrel too, we begin to learn to require the other side little, make a thorough review on oneself more. A steady track at life seem. However, the enormous storm is being hidden under this kind of peace and quiet.
Chapter 13 Hedgehog (4) that holds tightly
4:13 AM, 6/11/2008
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Chapter 13 Hedgehog (4) that holds tightly Small soldier, shut up, I can understand, however, unable to forgive. It is a bit better to wait for me, move out, will not bully your mother either.
The small soldier has knelt down, this unbending man unwilling to give up, this man who never sheds tears, I have seen his tears slipping down from the canthus, I know, all of us have been injured.
Stand up, you stand up. My bottom of heart begins pain again. I knew I have already begun to forgive him disappointingly, love was one such unreasonable thing that can be spoken originally. You know obviously the cruelty and betrayal of the other side, still can't give up.
The small soldier has been kneeling in this way all the time, for a long time for a long time, has said nothing, I am looking at outside the window, the tears flow ceaselessly, have a headache, ache in the heart even more, it is unable to breathe to ache to.
I slide the bed go, kneel opposite to light soldier, shed tears, you stand up.
You forgive me, you should really forgive me. I will not be like this again, you should believe me.
I erase the small soldier's tear. Stand up. I am unable to hate you at all, you know, I am a relative of yours at one's side.
The small soldier touches my face, my real wretch, my real wretch gently. His labour contractor knocks into on the wall deafeningly. I hold the young soldier's head, already getting swollen.
Previous existence what kind of evil we build, want, repay so this life, in look for the love of the other side to the mutual injury.
The little soldier's mother went back at last, we resumed original life, but there is some anything, can not go back. Happy that the small soldier courted me meticulously, but I begin to be melancholy and overbearing and dry, I write very decadent and very depressed characters, spirit is often dissociated, I think, I am unable to be happy, unable again and the small soldier was so simple and happy before, even there are Xiao Xiong's candies and perfume lilies.
I begin to like staring flankly, sometimes beginning to stare flankly having a meal, the little soldier gives me a warm cage, I have not wanted to go out yet. Telephones are fewer and fewer, even has lost and connection of Bei Bei. I write, cook, wait for the small soldier every day, become extraordinarily obedient, that is not me, in the love, I have lost oneself. The ice is blue, you, just like the crab in that cold water, the water temperature becomes high slowly, but you do not know completely, wait until your consciousness comes over, the leeway where maybe not resist. Bei Bei is said. I know, as to me, she hates iron could not turn into steel at all times.
How say you pieces of modern woman too, how to do as old society?
I smile. I am unhappy, but can't go to pursue happily. Love become perfectly willing chains, I so happy that entangle firm.
Our words are fewer and fewer, sometimes the small soldier will hold me, but always feel that there is a kind of distance, it is what our institute can't prove, seem to pass by the procedure that all love should pass by in so short more than one year, begin to become irrelevant. I am happy like this too, so long as does not quarrel, how good.
The small soldier loses the temper, the ice is blue, no matter how diligent I am, you are unhappy, do you know how I feel a pain? Have not you minded me?
I feel that suffocate.
You speak! Have you fallen in love with others?
I remain silent, feel it is so nonsensical that everything is, explain that becomes nonsensical too. Why the first responses when meeting the crisis in emotion of people are whether the other side ceases to be faithful, why everybody at all times never since making a self-criticism by oneself?
I hope that can fall in love with others by oneself, but I can't, except small soldier, I am unable to love anyone, though the small soldier has many shortcomings, it can be explained that all these are unreasonable. However, our love has met the blind spot.
Small soldier begin, have the fidgets, I but unusual peace and quiet. He sway by considerations of gain or loss more and more, seem I can go from him far at any time, I know, because is tense, he begins to spy upon my everything, begins to call me ceaselessly, begin, ask in where it will be I, with who stay, even begin message and Net surfing record to steal a glance at me. Once until having, in a restaurant, I go to the toilet, see little soldier holds my mobile phone to appreciate while coming back, the fire rises 10 meters immediately. I get rid of the chopsticks the dining table, small soldier, you have gone too far. Picking up the bag, I turn round to go out.
The small soldier clings to on one's trail out.
I just play games, what are you nervous?
Can not your mobile phone be played? When have you learnt to make three excessive means in these? Do you say, which day are not you suspecting me?
If you have not made guilty deed, afraid what it is? It is unwilling to let the matter rest if small soldier has moved anger.
Do I make guilty deed? Do you have conscience? My real TMD is blind, will stay with the person such as you.
What good goods do you think you yourself are?
More and more fiery, the heated dispute of little soldier and I begins to become more and more ear-piercing, want, afford to play the other side on talking, unwilling to it lets the matter rest to be light habit of soldier, if I keep silent, the small army will be overbearing and dry, begin to break the things ceaselessly. The small soldier makes me angry again and again, look for my love to him in my each pardon. I do not know where to do wrong, why let him not be so self-confident. The small soldier will look like a child losing it, hold me tightly after breaking out each time, the neural texture is said, the ice is blue, will not you leave me? Right? Tell me, you will not leave me. Begin pain in my heart.
The little soldier buries a time bomb in my heart, will bomb me into chip at any time. I begin to become reticent.
Does the small soldier often hold my face and say, tell me, are you thinking what it is?
I think of, just stare flankly nothing. Like a flower which loses moisture.
Stand up and hold meals for the small soldier, he throws the bowl away agitatedly, the bowl has left the ground pa, fragile to break to pieces slices fragile, the porridge has spilt down to the ground. I have made a shiver with cold, go to accept chip on the ground. The small soldier picks up me.
Chapter 13 Hedgehog (2) that holds tightly
4:12 AM, 6/11/2008
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Chapter 13 Hedgehog (2) that holds tightly However, I nip on the mouth, really say, choke, the dumb person has taken the rhizome of Chinese goldthread. Who does not know blood is thicker than water.
Don't miss treasures arbitrarily, the mother will live with us later, my head is numb for a moment.
Rough thing in behind, carry big bags and small bags follow little soldier mother move house behind the buttocks still, the looks are respectful and submissive, live and take off a little wife, only see Bei Bei put wiping densely gaudily, the small skirt of a suit of close-fitting hanging strips, have twisted over like the evil spirit, is ten meters and cry far from me.
Ah, say, whose girl, so quit from brothel?
It is of no avail too to let me make eyes.
Oh, what clothes of times is this, you wear too, Bei Bei smile at spray messy and quiver, I knew at last on one's body how the old woman of yellow face brought up from you. What? Have neither enmity nor repentance and act as the housewife? As I have made a mistake. Bei Bei is being spoken sarcastically constantly, my face is green.
The little army's mother has stared at us at one glance, the head has not walked going back either, it seems that we are really bad young men, looking at will dirty eyes.
Why what happened to?
See the little army's mother going far, do I say, that old lady, see? Unreasonable.
This clothes, she buys, I had not worn, return suit on body now ten years ago.
Bei Bei watch the board stiff figure meaningful.
The letter, the good play is stilling lie ahead. The ice is blue, you calculate that go on one without belonging to the distance. Sympathize with ING incomparably.
You little to tell me the irresponsible and sarcastic remarks here, tell you, you have this day too in morning and evening.
It is impossible. Who am I.
Hey hey, I must leave at once, or can not really make it clear.
Why? So do I undermine your prestige? I am not a gentleman, there is not that interest. Bei Bei pinches my chin, I have no hand to strike back.
Ice decent blue, unhappy to come back, live in, you have not married he, or a word, you two are improper, how much do you understand him? Understand a lot of of families of his?
I really begin the a little anxious and fearful and anxious and fearful one, put the smile strongly, must, let's worry about your own thing, old woman of the old aunt.
How do you have dealings with this kind of people?
She is a very good girl, we were friends while as a child.
Live and take off a fox spirit's embryo of silkworms.
I do not know what should be said, a little angry, I do not think I should yield to so simply, shut the door, pay no attention to anyone. His mother asks me to answer sound, I am working. Then hear Pi's sound of Guang Lang outside.
Looking at oneself in the mirror, this or me? Spacious coarse cloth short coat son, hair bunch in a mess, wan and sallow. No way, I need to change.
Who has mother met at noon? So great internal heat?
Bei Bei. What happened to I do not understand, your mother is, see no one suitably, is it all fox spirits who look? How difficult to serve?
The little soldier holds me, don't be angry, it is difficult for mother, she brings me up alone, my father followed other women when I am five years old, very firm, how can not mother all draw back, later, she had a kind of innate conflicting to walk and look at the charming woman to the cigarette.
Rather pitiful too. My suddenly heart gives birth to and takes pity on, why did woman's destiny of all one's life always care for on the man's body?
Yes, you do not blame her either, it is really difficult for her. It is rude that laughed at but be received the bad man by the cool detachment, have passed so all one's life alone.
Why is the man always so fickle?
Such not every man, you believe me, I hate the fickle man.
Eh. I have kissed the young soldier's cheek, we are a bit kinder to mother later.
The little soldier holds me tightly, countless kisses have fallen down. We rise and fall on the mutual body meticulously, the small soldier is stopping up my mouth with the mouth, I shout and speak to fear a carelessness.
I say with a smile, feel we are carrying on a clandestine love affair.
Is it more amazing? The little soldier bites me.
And then grip me and shout.
Just as we are performing the ground sports like the dumb show.
Do you know? I think can it does at will to be one painful thing very in one's own house.
Eh, I know, yield to it, OK?
I nod in the helpless place, pitch-dark outside the window, seem to see a black cat, one is on the branch, green eyes peep two deep and remote blue figures interlocking in the window, unusually uncanny.
I am looking at the young army, this man who I love, can not find out the reason, I love him, love him from the bottom of heart, loves because of this, I would like to bear all sufferings.
I begin, come out early and return late through excuse of work, make, escape still? What the eye doesn't see, the heart doesn't grieve over.
It is one day that I sit in the coffee shop sometimes, write the characters, read. Go to Bei Bei sometimes. Most afraid it is a small soldier that works overtime, old lady and I sit there watching TV, must see, it is not all right to see, anyway the long thorn is general all over, I think I realize marriage life too early, even begin to fear.
Old lady see I have a bath will it be morning and evening every day, scold everyday, I see can't sheet change so many day either, do not change the clothes and lie prone to the bed.
But all these can what to do, how to compromise?
Often feel headache, unset.
Bei Bei, old lady seem, take medicine by mistake these days, to I being loud to turn in one 180, it is extremely good.
Be careful, this is hint foreshadowing. The hard walnut is stilling lie ahead. I advise you to leave the young soldier, that old lady stands no nonsense, be careful. You think about it, a pair of dung and a pair of urine of household brings the son up, who knows that there unexpectedly emerged a Cheng Yaojin on the way, abolish very small effort vie for oneself 20 work achievement for more than year, it would be suprised if can be balanced in the heart, especially this kind of single-parent family, very abnormal, afraid of wife's vying for the son, please look at, the auspicious day having you, who knows what medicine is sold in her calabash.
Lock the goal, pursue the high performance
8:02 AM, 22/9/2008
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Lock the goal, pursue the high performance In the
One day, a French entomologist's sudden caprice, did an interesting experiment: He guides a team of caterpillars to the border of a flowerpot, let the caterpillar be enclosed into a circle, then put the delicious loose leaf in the middle of the flowerpot. As a result, one caterpillar connects one, has turned around in another circle round the flowerpot border. Every caterpillar is following the first one tightly, no is clear what their goal is on earth. After seven days and seven nights, the caterpillar lining up all die because of hunger.
There are not action and sleep-walking of the goal that have nothing different. If you have no goal while working, will lose the direction, is so unfavorable to improving the working pace naturally, not to mention some higher performances. If you want to let existing efficiency be broken through to some extent, reach higher level, must confirm one's own goal at first. The cheetah is a hunting past master well known, it has so good hunting achievement, always lock a clear hunting target first because before it hunts to take action each time.
The goal is originally, any job must all regard goal as the centre. It is one kind " The commitment of taking action " ,Facilitate the tempo of boosting work, use to reach the mission that you bear, it is a kind of " standard " at the same time ,Use to estimate your action performance. As to a employee, only condense attention on the goal, you could clearly understand what oneself should do, how do, how is getting along and can appraise oneself accurately. Having only understood these too, you could carry out the task better.
It is clear to there is directive significance for goal to define only
While setting objectives, your goal must be clear, otherwise is useless that there are more efforts that you make. This is like a archer, if is unable to see the bull's-eye clearly, the posture is put more correctly and bending and drawing and not have much point.
The clear goal can let you avoid detours, it is you that make the work program, define the foundation of working responsibility. The clear goal will maintain and strengthen your action motive, enable you to have enough motive force to boost work, create greater value.
The students of one business school reach open-air mountaineering collectively, the teacher wants to let this activity be more meaningful, then insert a red flag in the obscure place in advance, say to the students: "I have inserted and put a red flag on this mountain, you set out to find it now. The person that finds at first will have this red flag. " Then the students have set out and looked for excitedly, but they look for the more tired, have lose interest finally, has sat down on the mountain stone.
The set that the teacher blows a whistle, say to everybody: "I put the red flag on the mountaintop in the next hilltop now, there is a route of Forth Five-Year Plan Period from here to there, you are divided into three groups, select a road respectively, which group can take the lead in reaching, which group can have this red flag. " Then three groups of students elect a captain each, these three captains select a road each, set out at the same time.
They were successively close to the mountaintop, when they will reach the mountaintop soon, all found that red flag, the result is that each team member does all one can forward, nobody complains and gives up because of being tired and tired.
After
The girl, by only speaking a word all one's life
3:29 AM, 16/8/2008
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The girl, by only speaking a word all one's life
There is a girl, the leg in the childhood is not agile, long-term can only sit at the gate seeing other children played, very lonely.
In summer one year, kissed the impressive strength to play in the town of the neighbour's, brought their child, a boy five years older than the girl.
Because age little relation, boy and nearby child play all in that place quickly, go up a hill and put the river with them, shine very black equally,
smile very happily, but, he can not speak the coarse language, moreover, he notices a little girl who will not walk.
Boy's first palm placing dragonfly grasped on the girl, the the first girl carries to the bank of the river, the first facing each other girl tell story, first
tell her leg of her to be can cured. The first, want to come carefully, it is the last one too.
Does the girl have smiles rarely?
When summer will finish, the boy whole family will leave. The girl gives tearfully, say in his low voice in one's ear: "I marry you after curing the
leg, OK? " The boy nods.Electronic Manufacturing| Electronic Manufacturing Services| China Electronic Manufacturer|bmw gt1|benz star| Electronics Manufacturer| Electronics Manufacturing China| China Electronics Manufacturers| Smt Electronic Manufacturing| Electronics Contract Manufacturing| Electronic Contract Manufacturing Services| Subcontract Pcb AssemblyIn an instant, after 20 years. The boy is grown into the ripe man by an innocent child. He is turn on in a cafe, there is a fiancee, life is very ordinary
and very calm too. One day, he receives a telephone, a woman speaks her leg in thin and thin sound, she has come to this city. At one time, he
can not even remember who she is. The story that he has already forgotten a certain summer of childhood, has forgotten that little pale girl, have
forgotten a child's kindhearted commitment even more.
However, he has her in one's care, let her help in the store. He finds, she is nearly reticent all day.
But he has no time to care about her, his fiancee is pregnant with the child that is not him. He accompanies each other ashamed and resentfully,
throws away all things used in preparation marriage, gets drunk everyday, becoming violent and irascible, even family have drifted apart him,
the business is not be in the mood for making paying attention to especially, soon, on serious disease he.
In this period of time, she keeps at his side, looks after him, tolerate his cursing and beating when being drunk, propping up that block of small
shops tottering more independently even more. She has learnt marketing management, tired too worn to a shadowly, but in the eyes, two
expression always jumps.
Half a year later, he recovered at last. In the face of everything which she does, it is only grateful. He give shop her, she insist on, he has to
announce she half the boss. With her help, he has cheered up slowly, he regards her as the good friend that is a best friend, pay hinterland pour
out to her, she to listen to still from the bottom of one's heart.
He does not understand what she is thinking, he only needs a patient audience.
And in a few years like this, he makes several girlfriends, it is not long. He is out of condition. She is too, single all the time. He finds she is actually
very plain, graceful bearing it succeeds, does not lack the persons who pursue. He smiles at her mark, she just smiles.
Some day, he is tired of one's own calm state, determines to go out for a walk. Get before the passport, he let she marketing management
formally all of store. This time, she has not objected to it again, has just said, keep for him, wait for him to come back.
The day drifting in the strange land is very bitter, but in this is bitter, he has found wide outlook and mind of making. The light wind of all sorts of
grief clouds was clear in the past, he suddenly found, no matter disease or healthy, poverty or rich, satisfactory or less than satisfactory, really
accompany yes he is around, have only her. There aren't his whereabouts, it is here behind but her letter is always followed, only a few words of
word, thin gently, but an intuition is made warm. He thinks that went back at time.
He moved for much motives of hers while coming back home. No matter family or store, has been all keeping carefully all the time in his thing
his seats, seem to wait for him to come back at any time. He utter a sound her name loudly, but nobody replies.
Having changed the new executive in the store, he tells him, because she falls sick from overwork and deads for half a year. According to her
instruction, he has been letting the special messenger pay attention to his whereabouts all the time, has sent hundreds of letters which she left
one by one, manage the thing of the store for him, tidy up the house for him, wait for him to come back.
He gives her relic to he, the sample of a dragonfly, another tape, it is her dying words.
Like the light language like the young girl when there is only the momentary recovery of a dying person of hers in the audio amplifier:
"I Marry you OK? "
Throw for 27 years, he cries loudly and breaks out crying like child.
Nobody knows, sometimes, a woman should say such a sentence of simple words with her life
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Write down notes in a mess--two
8:02 AM, 19/6/2008
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Write down notes in a mess--twoIt is said south Ocean Transportation mud teapot tea offered to steep had better drink, mix jasmine bubble loved most come oned to quarry enter the pot on mountain,
faint perfume will fill the whole cabin definitely. Write to old friends in the city with writing brush and bamboo slip, invite them come I hill this
little to occupy, act as a guest. Think I they it for this copy it want with will certainly strange at the time of letter of parcel who post very, it is sure
to be full of yearning for too to arrive at once. I open my hedge enclosure for them --Enclosure the cover with Chinese wisteria and rose spend, it
twines to be goodlooking very. The flower with al Worldwide Relocation l over courtyard vies with each other for glamour, set butterfly and honeybees to dazzle the
dance happily. It is old friends be surprised definitely in one each gape,I be proud too titter aside.
The secularity of drinking the camellia and having a chat about the town, those complicated ones of those irritated and messy work are
interpersonal, there are those feeling things of having no way out in those tired out dinner parties. I always smile a little, listen to their telling --
Seem smile like some take pleasure in other's misfortune. Waiting for them to talk about the speech to the limit, I begin to lead them to travel in
my world --That water, it is clear that generally there is Lijiang River; That mountain, it is as beautiful as Mei to be high; That air is a getting
comfortable heart naturally. Have the boatman's fishing boat that passes in reflecting the lake water of the chain of mountains once in a while,
neat cormorant that stand as soldier at the bow, in to issue an order, can slip into of the ink host of waiting for, one pairs of luxuriant fish, either is
used for earning a living or used in dinners catch for host. There are a dense in a group of people or things woods on the lakeside, inside reached
to the sky the big tree even covers the dazzling sunshine; When shepherd boy passes, will hear melodious flute Moving services sound and buffalo " moo moo" .
The flute sound penetrates the vast expanse of open ground, ripple among mountain valley, make heart relaxation of visitors hearing charmed,
so enchanted by the scenery as to forget to more return. We wander up and down and look ahead and behind among these picturesque
mountains and rivers.
Pick up black pigment bamboo fan, princess of Hunan, of jade, drink get up white sweet-smelling cold wine too, hold, blow Tang poems and
Song ci, become person who mingled with men of letters and posed as a lover of culture once, it is not a fun too to open? People have a lot of
luxurious desires! "Full and warm to think excessively to want, get up hungrily and coldly and steal the heart. " The latter still intelligible,the
former can't for. Seeing all persons at one's side, nearly nobody will know how to be content with one's lot. People have desire, or right want or
desire for gain erotic sexual desire easy to want lust, in a word, few of people will willing a mediocre one live all one's life, what is not had ownly
or helplessly. The low yearning is high, high yearning ultimate attainment, but ultimate attainment yearns for the only one. Oh, this dim and dim
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The woman's tears
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The woman's tears A man does not easily Ocean Transportation shed tears, but the woman is easy to shed tears. Cause that it is with more abundant woman's fragility, emotion that
perhaps? The love cried for, might not be the bad thing, the person that the love cries is often the most kindhearted person, it was the emotion
that heart deposits that cried out, it was the toxin not needed in the body that cried out, people are easier to release, can be long-lived, this is
scientific. It always has a reason that the woman sheds tears.
The woman will shed tears because of growth. While babbling, fall, should cry; Can't get the thing wanted; Because of an unsatisfactory minor
matter, should cry too; When being go to school,because each can question,it want it cry; Because can not recite a section of texts under, should
cry; Because it is not so good as others to study, should cry; Because one sentence once in a while of teacher is criticized, should cry. Because the
marks of the examination are less than satisfactory, cry. In crying, adjust good oneself, let oneself grow up harder, it proves oneself is strict with
oneself to cry, see people treating the thing very conscientiously.
The woman will cry for parents. As a child, mother was out, cry; Mother is reprimanded severe both in countenance and voicely, should cry;
Because Papa and Mama are strict with oneself, feel the pressure Worldwide Relocation of life, should cry; Far away from hometown as oneself, leave Papa and Mama
really, expect behavior of them in being one's own and fine, cry; In crying, understand them, in crying, oneself is ripe slowly. In crying, experience
parents' unselfish loving.
The woman will cry for love. When the youthful flower is burst forth delicate and charmingly, unavoidable adolescence came. Will neglect, an
improper remark spoken once in a while cries for for his one once in a while in one's own heart; Will cry silently on the day that he leaves; Will be
overjoyed with tears when he suddenly came too.
The woman will cry for friendship. In in the childhood, will because with play sad to cry by oneself in playmate a certain; Friend whether oneself
grow up interdependent partner that took of the the course. When there is no friending, will cry disconsolately; Whether big, there is worry of
limit, because friend does not state and cry disappointedly.
The woman will cry for children. Come get the world silently as child, we can flow the joyful tears. When the child let us down, we can flow the
distressed tears; Our tears grow up accompanying by the child, it is ripe to accompany by the child. Parents are often following liking the happy
tears too.
The woman will cry for one's own career. It is the society of the equality of men and women now. There should be women Moving services too to prop up half
the sky in the world. The woman will feel the pressure on the shoulder constantly, will cry on the bottom of heart quietly while making great
efforts, but will still smile at Ye and spent before people, because life taught them how to learn strongly.
Yes, frequently, the woman's tears are flowing in the heart. Shed tears, will not let people feel ashamed, feel unworthy. When crying, that soul
examine oneself deeply most when, human nature pure a when most too. It is very difficult for the person without intact personality to have sad
cry. Grow up in crying, sample the deep philosophic theory contained in the world. Because love deeply, because the feeling is cut even more,
there are tears, that is to the most pure unselfish loving of the world. I wish that saw one warm world beautiful in eyes of woman that people
cried in the love. Tears, revealing and dripping after the rain, though is negligible, sparkling and crystal-clear and round, reflect one large world,
let people Moving company enjoy endless aftertastes.
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